I can’t let go of
   the violence and it            
                     burns
right through me.


How did I become this?
What made me


half girl

half knife?

Holding my mother’s grief
in one hand
and my father’s
anger
in the other.
I wonder I wonder I wonder.


In dreams my house is on fire,
myself standing in the flames.
Always burning.
Always the girl    
    who can’t escape.


Cruelty had made me                    
                    a monster.
but all along I have wished to be
tender.


Cruel hands birth nothing but cruel hands           and the cycle continues.

(Poem by @heavensghost​.)